I took the imperial examination in the red building

Chapter 177

Mother, I don't want to marry a wife and have children.

Qin Wan was stunned for a moment, then smiled for a while: "Silly boy, what nonsense are you talking about?"

She touched the glazed beads on the sideburns, the cold touch kept her awake, her expression was calm: "Tell mother, why don't you marry a wife and have children?"

Lin Huan stared blankly at Lin Fengqi and Qin Wan. When he spoke just now, he blurted out reflexively.

I always feel that this is the best time to say it, if I don't say it, there will be no chance in the future-his parents may think that he will marry a wife and have a child like ordinary children.

But Lin Huan knew that he couldn't.

His heart and body belong to Brother Juan.

There is really no way to love another person and accept another person.

He doesn't speak.

Silence spread between him and his parents.

Even though they were not far away, Lin Huan felt that the three of them were the same in two worlds.

He suddenly misses brother Tired, at least when he is around, he can have more courage to face it.

No, Brother Juan can't be here.

What if his father doesn't like brother tired anymore and scolds him, or beats brother tired with a stick?

Lin Huan shuddered and became sober.

He looked up, Qin Wan and Lin Fengqi both looked at him: "What's the reason?"

Qin Wan looked at him firmly: "Other people's children grow up and start a family. You say you don't want to start a family. Is there any reason?"

She spoke in a slow tone, as if she was afraid of scaring her son.

Lin Huan stepped forward and knelt at her feet.

The man has gold under his knees, but he feels that this kneeling is worth it: "Father, mother, I fell in love with someone."

After the opening words were uttered, the rest went smoothly, unbelievably smoothly.

"Mom, I...I like my husband."

Lin Huan raised his head, his eyes were clear and bright, from Qin Wan's perspective, he could see the glint of his tears.

Qin Wan only felt that she was about to cry: "How could it be?"

She muttered, trying to say that he was your husband.

A gentleman who preaches, teaches, and solves doubts, and the teacher is like a father.

Lin Fengqi turned his face away.

Lin Huan lowered his head, and Qin Wan's simple words made him unable to hold back the tears, big and big tears dripping down, like pearls falling off their thread.

He said: "At first I knew that I fell in love with my husband, and I also asked myself, how could it be?"

——"But later, I thought, this is possible. Mr. is knowledgeable and talented. I respect him very much in my heart. I like people who are good at reading."

——"Mr. is a very good person and treats me very well. I have asked for a lot these years, and Mr. has satisfied them one by one. He has never said anything else. Even if sometimes I can't think of things, he will help me. I've thought about it."

——"Mr. holds all the treasures in front of me. He treats me sincerely, so I really like him."

He spoke his mind word by word.

Qin Wan felt that she was very strange, she should be angry, but at this moment, seeing her son kneeling in front of her, talking about what was in her heart, without sharp words or stubborn attitude.

He just knelt there, talking, and tears fell.

Qin Wan's tears also fell.

This is the child she gave birth to in ten months of pregnancy.

Mother and child are connected by blood, and she can sense all his emotions.

For some reason, she suddenly asked: "When I went to Jiangnan that year, right?"

She knows her son so well.

This brat ran too fast when he was young, and the servants couldn't keep up. He stumbled on the threshold and his teeth were broken by the stones on the ground, but he didn't shed tears. He just asked the servants to level the stones Now, cover the ground with soil again.

At that time Qin Wan asked him why, and he said that he was afraid that others would fall too.

This soft-hearted and kind child knew that he fell in love with Mr., and it must have been painful and tormented.

But he never showed it in front of them.

Only when he went to Jiangnan, when he was not in front of them, maybe he secretly shed tears.

None of the letters Qin Wan received from home that year mentioned these things.

She touched Lin Huan's face with shaking hands: "Why didn't you tell mother?"

This is mother.

Her first reaction was not to be angry, not to be angry that her son fell in love with a man, her husband.

Instead, she was thinking how much her son had suffered for this matter, and how uncomfortable he should be?

How many tears did he secretly shed behind his back?

Why didn't he tell himself?

Lin Huan was startled.

The expected chicken and dog jumping did not appear.

Qin Wan's attitude was too good to be true.

He felt a deeper guilt.

Especially when her tears dripped onto her hands and she persistently asked him why he didn't tell her.

He was a little speechless, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, in front of Qin Wan, he seemed to have become that child who hadn't grown up yet.

He opened his mouth like a fish out of water, breathing heavily.

My nose was also blocked, and my tears flowed wantonly.

He bowed his head towards Qin Wan, his voice was dull as if he was buried in the soil: "Mother, the child is not filial."

He lowered his head, and heard Lin Fengqi, who had been silent all this time, sighed deeply.

Qin Wan is still thinking about how painful her son must have been during the time in Jiangnan.

No wonder I lost a lot of weight when I came back.

Lin Fengqi glanced at her, knowing that she had nothing to say.

Then it's up to him to ask the rest.

"Huanbao, have you thought about how to live in the future? If you like a man, do you want children? Dad doesn't want you to have a child and marry a wife to inherit the family business. Our family doesn't have so many family businesses to inherit. But you have to think about it, in the future you will have no children, what will you do when you are older?"

When a father always likes to think about the future for his son.

He had already thought of Lin Huan.

After two years, I will go to the Jinshi examination, and I will start from Hanlin—my son seems to like being an official, and he used to always watch by him when he was doing business, asking questions, and saying that he wanted to be an official. High officials, let the common people in the world have food.

By that time, he should have retired too. His aptitude is limited and he can't be an old man. He simply paved the way for his son and then retired. It would be good to take his wife to plant flowers and drink tea at home, and then wait to hold his grandson.

He wanted to hold his grandson in his heart.

Which father doesn't want to hug his son's son?

But holding a grandson is not for my own desire/satisfaction, but, the grandson will be the pillar of the son in the future.

He expected that when Huan Bao was as old as himself, he might also worry about his grandson.

When the old man can no longer walk and can only lie on the couch, the grandson should take care of the son.

But now, looking at his son who was crying out of breath in front of him, he thought to himself—my grandson might fly.

He heaved a long sigh.

Lin Huan felt uncomfortable when he heard this tone.

But this is the path he must take.

Not for my husband, but also for myself.

He said: "I have thought about the child, it doesn't matter if I don't have a son in the future, I can go to the Salesian House to adopt one, and treat him as my own son."

Lin Fengqi stopped talking: "You have already thought about it, so I won't say anything."

Lin Huan couldn't help raising his head, and looked at Lin Fengqi with wide eyes.

Lin Fengqi glanced at him: "What are you doing? Are you expecting me to cry for you?"

Naturally, his attitude became a little arrogant: "I've been worrying about you for half my life. You're seventeen this year, so you should think about it for yourself."

Lin Huan: "...Understood."

Qin Wan also wiped away her tears before thinking of asking: "What is your husband thinking? Do you know?"

It can't be that her son is still unrequited love, right?

Lin Fengqi also thought of this.

If his son had an unrequited love—he stared wide-eyed, it couldn't be him who got close unilaterally, right?Does Shen Juan know?

If you don't know, his son is pretending to be a disciple to stay by Shen Juan's side...

That was too cruel.

Qin Wan's tears were about to fall again.

Lin Huan quickly said: "No! Me... My husband and I are consensual."

Speaking of this, he blushed a little embarrassedly.

Lin Fengqi: "..."

Just co-author and hide it from them.

He thought about Shen Juan's respectful, as if treating his own father expression when he was with him on weekdays, and couldn't help but take a breath.

Lin Huan was afraid that he would not be able to lift it up in one breath, so he patted his chest quickly.

Lin Fengqi: "Roll, now I know I'm afraid that your father will be angry?! I said something out of nowhere. If your father and I were short-tempered, I would have poked it out in one breath."

Lin Huan lowered his eyebrows and was pleasing to the eye, thinking that it couldn't be done, I was still holding the quick-acting heart-rescuing pill in my hand, if you get over it, I'll feed you the medicine, and you'll be alive and kicking.

"Father, you agreed not to swear, why did you start talking about Lao Tzu?"

Lin Fengqi snorted coldly: "Your father, I am happy."

Qin Wan looked at her husband, then at her son.

I feel a little sad.

None of these two are straight...

【Sweetheart: I have never dared to say anything...】

[Yinqiao Pian: What a coincidence... I dare not speak, for fear that Huanbao will be beaten to death. 】

[A word disagreement: Woohoo, Huanbao's parents are so nice, they are not angry at all, if it were my family who knew that I was going to come out, I'm afraid they would break my legs. 】

[Speechless: Are you all so pessimistic?In fact, Lin's father and Lin's mother are quite open-minded people, right?Where can a person who dared to cooperate with a Western business firm to sell dolls more than ten years ago be closed? 】

[Tutu's ear: Speechless is right, alas, we are also concerned about it, but the most important thing for Lin's father and Lin's mother is actually to love Huanbao. 】

Lin Huan also felt that his parents loved him.

No, Father Lin also said: "Call your husband later, let's have a meal together, and we will be considered a family from now on."

Qin Wan also nodded: "Well, we should have a meal together."

Things went so smoothly, Lin Huan couldn't help but pinch himself, for fear that he was dreaming.

pain!

Lin Huan clutched his hands tightly.

It's not a dream.

He sat down on the kang, and when he sat down, a gust of wind blew up the portrait on the kang table.

Lin Huan thought that even if he didn't get married and didn't look at each other, he couldn't ruin his portraits, so he planned to put them away.

As a result, he picked up the portraits on his face, no matter how he looked at them, they looked familiar.

He couldn't help but picked up the painting and took a closer look, dumbfounded: "Father, isn't this the portrait you painted for your mother?"

His father is so sad, he loves to paint his mother's portrait whenever he has nothing to do, saying that he wants to keep every moment of her.

Lin Huan almost gave him sore teeth.

Lin Feng raised his head: "Look at the bottom again."

Lin Huan flipped through the paper at the bottom.

Then:"……"

Good guy, what portraits of ladies, whatever he chooses, these special meows are all blank paper!What's your pick? !

[Here I come to the Red Mansion: I never expected... What did Lin Daddy and Lin Mama do for him with a bunch of blank paper? ? ? 】

[Shuangmulin: I thought Huanbao was forced to come out of the closet, but it turned out that Lin's father and Lin's mother had the foresight to use a fake portrait to deceive Huanbao? ? ? ? 】

[Jin Jin doesn't care: I'm stunned by brother Meng, why does it feel like Father Lin has captured Huan Bao's mind, knowing that he won't really look at the portrait, so he used the blank paper to fool Huan Bao?Just want him to tell the truth? 】

[The pigs are all gone: this wave, Father Lin is in the atmosphere. 】

Lin Huan pinched the white paper with a dazed expression on his face.

Seeing him standing, Qin Wan said angrily: "I really think that a girl with the same background as ours, a good-looking girl, and a lady of the family are Chinese cabbage? Are you a royal relative or a relative? You can choose?"

"Don't you hurry up and pack up the paper?"

Lin Huan responded, picked up all the useless papers, and piled them into a pile.

It's a thick stack, and it's still a little bit hand-dropping.

He couldn't help but think, in fact, his father and mother really thought about him wholeheartedly.

Are you afraid that you will be too suffocated and refuse to speak out?

作者有话要说：林爹心说我吃的盐比你吃的饭还多，套路你不是简简单单感谢在2021-10-2320:52:13~2021-10-2408:27:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: deep is deep, suffered in the cornfield, fishtail, 1 Siberian cat;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles have been eaten in the corn field;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!